sometime just feel hard to believe and to trust anymore. since there's something being hide and dont bother to tell me, i just choose to pretend as nth happen. and seriously, i having doubts already. i'm speechless and i dont know how to express it out.


anyway was thinking when was my date with her??? ): i think she had forgetten.


SNSD - MISTAKE

2AM - YOU WOULDNT ANSWER MY CALLS

some ppl complain about their attachment, but i enjoy la. though is not with my bffssssssss, but still learning something la. been removing all the components in the laptop and desktop for those old models that they dont wan already and after removing, pack them and let our seniors or so to check and use them as spare parts. i feel tired most of the time cause i need to see the mini screws around. RAWR~ hope everyday i learning new things. ppl there, give me a good impression during the 1st day. well, just one day only, I HAVENT SEE THEIR TRUE SELF. maybe they will scold me? well, i dont know la. LOL.

i realise i grow up already! ):

rawr, today went for ns checkup and i need to go back again. sad life sia. why i cant be normal. they say my pressure high and need to put some equipment the whole day tml. once again, squeeze bus and train in the morning lor which i dont like it. anyway, today everyone know where they attach to. some are sad by their place and company, like i say in fb, dont be sad ah. we always be together and we can spam on fb. hahahha. anyway, was emo today morning but now no longer already. i canot stay this way! (:

are u willing to be my thi-rak mah, MYSTERY GIRL? (:

rawr. tml morning i'm leaving sg already. i feel touched. quite a few friends wish me. (: thanks leh. ppl like carol, mich, zc, hibri, joleen, wendy, daph, mw, val, jane, joyce, yana, qh, sufyan. i cant rmb still got who. i think mr ismail also. LOL. thanks, u all make me felt i'm not alone. anyway, i feel touched by the video mich post to me. make me wanna cry. and also, my little ♥ acc me to take pic. she damn cute la. last but not least, my cousins and family who are worried and concern for me. (: THANKS.

with my little ♥.



little ♥ with her mummy.

i ♥ all of you.

this is the video mich(jiejie) post on my wall. THANKS! though the meaning not right. (:

whenever i was down or what, i never fail to youtube this song. prik thai - mot arom. seriously damn nice and sad. but no matter what, still must smiles! finally i own this song now. making it to my ringtone? LOL. anyway, another exciting outing coming with family. going some island taking ferry from changi and enjoy my day there? but i think 2 weeks later? better than nth. seriously, I ♥ my parents. (: i shall treasure the time with them! i wish i could hug them and apologise to them. )':

my lovely parents brought me an iphone 4 yesterday! went out with them the whole day! never regret to join them. of course with little ♥. and yet today, i went swimming with my dad, 1st sis and husband, my 3rd sis and little ♥. she damn cute with her swimming costumes. went to deep pool myself and swim. become darker already! i like! been busy transferring stuff la. so tired. even mixed up with my sis one. but lucky we found solution! (: now, busy msging with my friends using 'textME' and 'whatApp'. seriously, this is so cool. but then i going to miss it la. i going to batam soon! excited! but i was alone and damn bored! ): why cant misunderstanding go away asap? seriously, i dont know what's wrong! ):

• 29 sept - sentosa with bri, zc and zc's friends.
• 30 sept to 2 oct - BATAM TRIP EMOING! ):
• 5 oct - outing with jane and val! MISS THEM LOTS!
  
• 6 oct - ns checkup again! HOPE I WILL BE FINE! ):
  

seriously, 2 of the 4 outing is happy. last one will be nervous and 2nd one, half happy half sad. ): RAWR. suddenly, i feel like sleeping. ):

my sisters and my iphone. all put little ♥ pic as lock screen wallpaper.

last day of work today. totally tired but i had fun. tml going ns checkup in the morning. think i may have not enough of sleep hours again. 3 more days to batam trip briefing. 9 more days to batam trip. 20 more days to attachment. 38 more days to get iphone 4. i think after everything clear, i stay at home and rest. need sometime to rest my mind. i'm so tired. dont worry about me and go away~

2NE1 ROCKS!!! i like this song, 'go away'! they're so cool.

suddenly my holis like become very packed even though i work for 5 days? or maybe less than that! alot of things suddenly keep flowing in my head. am i just paranoid again. hope not!

here is some plan i have for holis. RAWR. so little yet so many things to do.

• 17 sept - sch attachment 10am, team bonding for batam trip 2pm, yog party at RWS 6.30pm
• 18 sept to 22 sept - CASHIER LIFE with KA-KIS! (:
• 22 sept - NS checkup in the morning.
• 24 sept - batam briefing and injection! 10 am ):
• 30 sept to 2 oct - batam trip!
  

there are few empty slots. maybe mj session, cupcakes learning day! suddenly i wan to learn how to bake cupcakes so that i have some baking skills. MOTIVATION IN LIFE~
anyway, i'm waiting for 29 oct and i get a iphone. my dad dont wan me to get ipod touch. say i dumb for getting that! and he say the only phone that i can change is iphone (pay by him, just take. RANDOM OFFER FROM HIM). i think he wanna stop me from keep changing phone? 'DONT WORRY DAD, soon i will be NS! ):'

finally exam over. HURRAY~ but nth seem to give me do. alot of planning coming from friends but i doubt i have the time for them. just called HR in the morning and wait for her to plan for my schedule. anyway, i going for a batam trip to do volunteer work. somemore i going alone with other class ppl. suddenly i feel i so crazy. even my lecturers couldnt believe it. but well, TIME FOR ME TO WALK OUT OF THE CIRCLE AND LOOK AT THE WORLD! (:

super stress? one module i already like wan die le. the theory super tough la. i cant imagine my friends in poly. hais. i just hope the final exam not so tough la. give me shun shun li li do finish can le. seriously i dont understand why it keep happening? problem lie on me or ... just hope everything can be solved. well, i think im just paranoid.