sometime i tend to look back, and start to find solution.
but the moment i know the fact and truth about the present.
i tell myself not to be naive and stupid.
i stopped and think for a moment, sometime is worth being naive and stupid.
also can say that being stubborn.
but that's the way how am i behave.
is hard for someone to change their personality or characteristic,
even they can, they are not truthful to themselves.
or rather, they tend to change back to how they are at the start.
i just wanna be truthful to myself instead of becoming someone who is not myself and deceiving myself.
i fall once, i stand up and face the reality.
now, i fall again, i tried to stand up and face the reality.
but is hard for me to do so.
felt miserable and helpless.
no matter how hard, i will not give up.
for whatever it is, i will tell myself.

LET THE PAST LIVE IN THE PAST!