i need to be strong to fight back. i dont wanna be a effing push over. i just wanna to prove all of u wrong. dont say me evil, mean or whatsoever. what had changed already changed. there no way of turning back. be nice will just appear as a effing push over. so why would i continue to be nice. the nice character i had in the past shall strike off from my personalities. can say me possessive or whatever shit u all wan. i dont effing care la. i only know that i need to be a rough and strong guy.