seriously is hard to forget. i dont know why i feel that way. no point hiding my thinking. i need to face the facts and face my own thinking or feeling. dont wanna to act strong and hide it. no matter what, i will try to dont bother it and having a wide smile. but of course i will think of the past. hais. dont worry people, i will be fine. it just need time. TIME IS REALLY AN IMPORTANT THINGY! but for me, i need a longer period of time. so kindly bear with it.