i didnt treat anyone as replacement, backup or what so ever? though i'm abit bastard or so, i didnt even try to neglect u all. i tried my best and all to balance it. i never even think of disown u guys. so, dont anyhow think can? hais. is this a curse for me or so? every holis approaching, there's always something occur to me and let me choose another path to walk. i hope that wont happen la.