sometime just feel hard to believe and to trust anymore. since there's something being hide and dont bother to tell me, i just choose to pretend as nth happen. and seriously, i having doubts already. i'm speechless and i dont know how to express it out.


anyway was thinking when was my date with her??? ): i think she had forgetten.


SNSD - MISTAKE

2AM - YOU WOULDNT ANSWER MY CALLS

some ppl complain about their attachment, but i enjoy la. though is not with my bffssssssss, but still learning something la. been removing all the components in the laptop and desktop for those old models that they dont wan already and after removing, pack them and let our seniors or so to check and use them as spare parts. i feel tired most of the time cause i need to see the mini screws around. RAWR~ hope everyday i learning new things. ppl there, give me a good impression during the 1st day. well, just one day only, I HAVENT SEE THEIR TRUE SELF. maybe they will scold me? well, i dont know la. LOL.

i realise i grow up already! ):

rawr, today went for ns checkup and i need to go back again. sad life sia. why i cant be normal. they say my pressure high and need to put some equipment the whole day tml. once again, squeeze bus and train in the morning lor which i dont like it. anyway, today everyone know where they attach to. some are sad by their place and company, like i say in fb, dont be sad ah. we always be together and we can spam on fb. hahahha. anyway, was emo today morning but now no longer already. i canot stay this way! (:

are u willing to be my thi-rak mah, MYSTERY GIRL? (:

rawr. tml morning i'm leaving sg already. i feel touched. quite a few friends wish me. (: thanks leh. ppl like carol, mich, zc, hibri, joleen, wendy, daph, mw, val, jane, joyce, yana, qh, sufyan. i cant rmb still got who. i think mr ismail also. LOL. thanks, u all make me felt i'm not alone. anyway, i feel touched by the video mich post to me. make me wanna cry. and also, my little ♥ acc me to take pic. she damn cute la. last but not least, my cousins and family who are worried and concern for me. (: THANKS.

with my little ♥.



little ♥ with her mummy.

i ♥ all of you.

this is the video mich(jiejie) post on my wall. THANKS! though the meaning not right. (:

whenever i was down or what, i never fail to youtube this song. prik thai - mot arom. seriously damn nice and sad. but no matter what, still must smiles! finally i own this song now. making it to my ringtone? LOL. anyway, another exciting outing coming with family. going some island taking ferry from changi and enjoy my day there? but i think 2 weeks later? better than nth. seriously, I ♥ my parents. (: i shall treasure the time with them! i wish i could hug them and apologise to them. )':

my lovely parents brought me an iphone 4 yesterday! went out with them the whole day! never regret to join them. of course with little ♥. and yet today, i went swimming with my dad, 1st sis and husband, my 3rd sis and little ♥. she damn cute with her swimming costumes. went to deep pool myself and swim. become darker already! i like! been busy transferring stuff la. so tired. even mixed up with my sis one. but lucky we found solution! (: now, busy msging with my friends using 'textME' and 'whatApp'. seriously, this is so cool. but then i going to miss it la. i going to batam soon! excited! but i was alone and damn bored! ): why cant misunderstanding go away asap? seriously, i dont know what's wrong! ):

• 29 sept - sentosa with bri, zc and zc's friends.
• 30 sept to 2 oct - BATAM TRIP EMOING! ):
• 5 oct - outing with jane and val! MISS THEM LOTS!
  
• 6 oct - ns checkup again! HOPE I WILL BE FINE! ):
  

seriously, 2 of the 4 outing is happy. last one will be nervous and 2nd one, half happy half sad. ): RAWR. suddenly, i feel like sleeping. ):

my sisters and my iphone. all put little ♥ pic as lock screen wallpaper.

last day of work today. totally tired but i had fun. tml going ns checkup in the morning. think i may have not enough of sleep hours again. 3 more days to batam trip briefing. 9 more days to batam trip. 20 more days to attachment. 38 more days to get iphone 4. i think after everything clear, i stay at home and rest. need sometime to rest my mind. i'm so tired. dont worry about me and go away~

2NE1 ROCKS!!! i like this song, 'go away'! they're so cool.

suddenly my holis like become very packed even though i work for 5 days? or maybe less than that! alot of things suddenly keep flowing in my head. am i just paranoid again. hope not!

here is some plan i have for holis. RAWR. so little yet so many things to do.

• 17 sept - sch attachment 10am, team bonding for batam trip 2pm, yog party at RWS 6.30pm
• 18 sept to 22 sept - CASHIER LIFE with KA-KIS! (:
• 22 sept - NS checkup in the morning.
• 24 sept - batam briefing and injection! 10 am ):
• 30 sept to 2 oct - batam trip!
  

there are few empty slots. maybe mj session, cupcakes learning day! suddenly i wan to learn how to bake cupcakes so that i have some baking skills. MOTIVATION IN LIFE~
anyway, i'm waiting for 29 oct and i get a iphone. my dad dont wan me to get ipod touch. say i dumb for getting that! and he say the only phone that i can change is iphone (pay by him, just take. RANDOM OFFER FROM HIM). i think he wanna stop me from keep changing phone? 'DONT WORRY DAD, soon i will be NS! ):'

finally exam over. HURRAY~ but nth seem to give me do. alot of planning coming from friends but i doubt i have the time for them. just called HR in the morning and wait for her to plan for my schedule. anyway, i going for a batam trip to do volunteer work. somemore i going alone with other class ppl. suddenly i feel i so crazy. even my lecturers couldnt believe it. but well, TIME FOR ME TO WALK OUT OF THE CIRCLE AND LOOK AT THE WORLD! (:

super stress? one module i already like wan die le. the theory super tough la. i cant imagine my friends in poly. hais. i just hope the final exam not so tough la. give me shun shun li li do finish can le. seriously i dont understand why it keep happening? problem lie on me or ... just hope everything can be solved. well, i think im just paranoid.

it's been so long since i update. so busy with my projects and have so many things to do. like projects, assignments and tests. life get so bored when everything tie together. worry for my results that's all. and we need to present for our projects and that's is damn freaking bored too. rawr~ i can make it through la.

when little ♥ growing up...

at playground.
showing off her owl tee.
running away with her 'smelly'.
HELLO!
showing her ironman tee.
mother & daughter look alike. LOL.
BOO~
*YAWNS* little ♥ getting tired.

currently so bored and nothing seem to interest me. ): and it's been 2 weeks since sch start. everything was okay ah. just that look like we rushing through module and all. damn tiring and boring to me. hahaha. now, i getting more busy. rushing for pm2 project report and lucky my etd project finish editing with my group members. aiyer. just a short term for this term, everything seem rushing. but i still so relax. (Y)! hahaha. though everyday there's up and down, but everything seem fine to me. just cool down a sec and forget everything ah. dont wanna bother too much till like a serious argument. seriously no one like it ah. people like it unless they are freak. :X suddenly i had this feeling, 'i seem to be a dirt to them when i treat them as my precious friend.' do i really like a dirt to u guys? i hope not...cause i dont wan PORRIDGE and DIRT ATTITUDE! ):

I REALLY ENJOYED MY LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAY AND TML IS THE LAST DAY!!! ): can i have more?

well, though is my last week of holidays and i am damn packed with it. busy going out with people ah! NICE~ and i (Y)! i shall summarize it ah, cause i waking up early later. wed night, i met up with ang-ang ah, it's been sooooooooo long since i see her and she treat me dinner at sizzler. 1st time to there and nice la. especially the ice cream and salad! hahaha. ang-ang know abt it why ah. and there's unglam thing happen too. HAHHAA.

thursday i met up with the girls ah. wendy, daph, fion and cheryl. though is a mini and short meet up but i still have fun with them ah. went all the way to jurong to celebrate cheryl's b'day. cause due her daddy's health, she's unable to go out for a long period. and so, we went to cck and play arcade and take neoprints. yes, u guys didnt read anything wrong nor i type wrong. IS NEOPRINTS! it's been ages la. ahahaha.

to cheryl : dont worry, ur daddy going to be fine. must be cheerful and tolerate ur parents attitude towards u. cause they are in bad mood so they might be harsh ah. SMILES YA. nothing will go wrongs. be positive. (:

friday was a damn busy and packed one. during the late afternoon, i went back sch for you briefing and now i know i can drink UNLIMITED COKE AT AIRPORT. but pls, HOPE THERE'S SPRITE RATHER THAN COKE!!! i dont fancy coke ah but i do ADORE SPRITE!!! PRAY HARD NOW! (: after the briefing, as usual light refreshment and off we went separate ways to our own outing. mai went to find her family at CH, val met her friends at orchard but camp at DG 1st. wendy went to find bf at RP and daph, due to last min crop up, she went back home. for me, i went to orchard to meet my ushering ka-kis!!! (: had a fun night with them in PARTY WORLD ah. though i didnt sing much, but i still high la. hahaha. and the in-charge of the ushering was there too. and HIS SINGING = IMBA TTM!!!! took pictures with them and some is candid huh. as usual, mine always damn candid! (Y)! hahaha. DAMN ENJOYABLE LA!!! (Y)!

as for saturday, at home NUAN ah. and play MAPLE! :X thanks to bri ah, keep asking me to acc him. play a new char and EVAN CLASS! nice la. the dragon damn cute lor! :P but then at least i acc my parents today! i think they felt kinda happy la cause got such wonderful son stay at home NUAN. hahaha. weet~ guess where i going for later family outing? i'm heading to M'SIA!!! to eat fruits and DURIAN!!! YEAH~ and also SEAFOODS~~~~ XD my sky la, i'm too enjoying already and my $$$ flowing down like WATER TAP! -.-" RAWR, off to sleep la. HERE I COME, DURIAN, FRUITS AND SEAFOODS!!! hahaha. (:

i had officially end my work ah. 1st week of job is cashier life and some day need to help in the dora meet & greet session. make me had phobia and hate working so much that time. but till last week, they transfer me over to ushering life and of course, i hate it at 1st. but once i went briefing and did the 1st session of toy story meet & greet, everything turn up to be fine and enjoyable. had fun and jokes during work. come think to it now, i really miss the days working! well, going to wait for the next holidays already. ):

my ushering ka-kis. most of them are taka temp staff also! IMYGUYS!!! (:
i'm glad that i know more and more people in taka. my taka ka-kis is growing big and more and more friends around during work. i think i wont be changing job for part time. wait till i finish study and had settle down with a job den change. seriously, i cant imagine my working life there without them. we even create a group out and yesterday we had our 1st outing! (: watched toy story 3, bowling session, k-box session and arcade session. is a nice and well-planned outing! i enjoy it so much ah and this is the 1st time i had a inter-race k-box session. LOL!!!

been snapped. i find this nice!
while waiting for the others to come.
swop of photographer.
thanks for the fun and laughter during work. this is the PUIYE's CLUB! not all attend i think. YGRTTM!

me and my bao bei ah.
the one who always there to help me. thanks and we continue to count on our friendship! (:

founder and co-founder! i am strong okay!!!

hais. seriously i dont know what's wrong being initiative. always be initiative but the others dont seem to be bother and appreciate. regardless of studying or working, is the same. i only wan a simple chat and stuff, seem to be hard. no matter what goes wrong, there's always a solution to it and life still go on. well, dont bother so much. off to work and BQRTTM!!! (:

HELP ME OUT!!!

finally an off day for me. but i received msgs and calls that today is not my off day. but well, i already stay at home. hahha. i wonder where goes wrong that the schedule had changed. stayed at home to help up my mum to pray my ancestors and i played with my niece. she cheered me up by giving me several hugs! thanks my lil ♥! (:

Woody & Buzz. (:

watched 'toy story 2' as i was addicted by the fair i worked which is the toys fair. alot of toy story items and some are cute la. especially the ALIENS! hahaha. i got freebie there. which is the spongebob key chains. i saw this coin pouch with candy inside was spongebob metal box was so cute. i wanted to buy and keep coin but i feel damn weird. hahaha. i feel so kiddo! hahaha.

this is the freebie i have. cute right? PAI-DA-XING & HAI MIAN BAO BAO! (:

anyway, while praying with my mum, i think of my granny. i wonder how is she and where is she? i really missed her alot. ): found this song few days back and i feel sad after listen to it. i agree with the lyrics, wondering if i call her now, will she able to hear it?

i really miss you, ah ma. )':

skip sch today as most friends not going. so can say yesterday is OFFICIALLY the start of my holidays!!!! (: but i will be working on monday. well, time to relax and have fun with my ka-kis there. i miss you guys and not to forget, PB0904J/V, i miss you guys too. ): and yesterday was the last day mr amos taught us. will miss your lecturing, mr amos. ):

i did this card/board. hope mr amos like it ah.
the surprise card had filled up by J/V-rians. (:
PB0904J/V with mr amos. i miss you guys. ):
time flies fast today as i was chatting with carol on msn while watching 'sky of love' on youtube. went to find the vcd but i shouldnt find it. i think my sis took it back. it was a 2008 movie that i dont really finish watching it. damn touching.




i understand why some guys like to have a gf who have bangs. cause they can pat or rub their bangs. hahaha. LAME.
beside watching movie, val showed me some news and we are commenting on it. do u believe m'sia RE-USE straws at some restaurants? my sky, so disgusting right? and carol show me some bento sets. cute la. wonder who wanna do it for me? i'm waiting. i want the poison mushrooom or mushroom characters bento. (:

look tasty right? LOL.
the dino look so cute here.
i want one of those mushroom sets. (:
well, time to offline. going to prepare for ct's b'day dinner at river view hotel. never go such places before. nvm. got jas fetch me there. hahha. going to buy her number plate tml. HOPE I STRIKE some money. LOL!!!

today phase test was a easy one. less than half an hour, i've complete it. but i hope i can get a good grade. i dont really wan history repeated again. anyway, just feel happy for myself. hais. ETD project had completed yesterday and the parts supposed to be done by someone else, had become my role. FORGET IT! now concentrating on my playground diagram. rawr! how i wish i can faster finish it and no matter what, during tml ETD lesson, i'm going to complete it. of course with my grp members. this week ending soon. how fast time flies! money in my wallet saying bye-bye to me. ):

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

yesterday went out to lan with carol, terry, soki and soki's friend, yanfong. play 3 hrs and i had this feeling of vomiting again. but not so serious this time and i got improve already. carol KO after 2 hours. hahaha. terry so funny, all of them meet in khatib and told him they waiting for a girl called yanfeng and he really believed. till he saw soki's friend, yanfong and he start to LOL! not fair la. go out with a whole group of RED LINE-RIANS!!! i emo and go purple line cause no one green line also. enjoy crapping and dizzy. i ruin the fun ah. cause......i'm a noob in L4D2 ah. ):

mai did this. MACARONS. nice and sweet. but the crust too biscuit. hahaha.
been busying editing logo for my ETD and drawing the product. though is simple but at least covered what is not done la. now left the last part which is the 'PRICE' need to do something to it. den our ETD part 1 can so called 'DONE'. seriously i dont understand why people can just ignore and pretend as nth happen. everything comes with a price and there's NO FREE MEAL IN THIS WORLD!!! 2 projects handing in by this week can kill me la. all left with drawing. -.-" RAWR~~~


Ah Mei - Jian Ai.

'There are some cracks which can never be mended by any amount of patching.'

i been a good boy who keep study recently. suddenly i felt so clever. hahaha. holidays coming. one more week to go. and mr amos not teaching us after holidays. cant hear his laughter anymore. hope the new lecturer teaching us wont pissed off. haha. 2 thing i wanna do, sleep and save money. random. -.-